frederic

Hi guys…
Yes I know, It is damn long time I have not written anything… Too busy or too lazy …

So, as you may know, I am doing programming for a fairly small company in Kuala Lumpur… It is pretty interesting and I learn really a lot! Anyway, the point is that the company is very small… Indeed I am in the strategic position where the HR is on my right watching straight to me and my boss is in his glass windowed office watching all of us, and more particularly, he can see my face from there…

AND… yes you must be thinking that there is nothing that special about that! Indeed, nothing special.
What is special is me! I just am kinda very smilly person. I may smile in front of my screen, just while I am writting an email, chatting with a friend, having a popup thought … And even just while working.

This particular is bringing me trouble and today, my HR just asked me to control my reaction when chatting! But then, I am asking you! How to control yourself from smiling. It is very painful, annoying. My face is completely strained by the effort! Worse, it become difficult to focus on my work when I actually try so hard to control my expressions..

Another problem is that if a friend popup online, I dare not even to write to him because I definitely know that I will have problems not to smile!!!!!

What a hell of a life if I cannot smile anymore!!!

Please guys, help me out! This is a huge problem…