frederic

Hi guys…
Yes I know, It is damn long time I have not written anything… Too busy or too lazy …

So, as you may know, I am doing programming for a fairly small company in Kuala Lumpur… It is pretty interesting and I learn really a lot! Anyway, the point is that the company is very small… Indeed I am in the strategic position where the HR is on my right watching straight to me and my boss is in his glass windowed office watching all of us, and more particularly, he can see my face from there…

AND… yes you must be thinking that there is nothing that special about that! Indeed, nothing special.
What is special is me! I just am kinda very smilly person. I may smile in front of my screen, just while I am writting an email, chatting with a friend, having a popup thought … And even just while working.

This particular is bringing me trouble and today, my HR just asked me to control my reaction when chatting! But then, I am asking you! How to control yourself from smiling. It is very painful, annoying. My face is completely strained by the effort! Worse, it become difficult to focus on my work when I actually try so hard to control my expressions..

Another problem is that if a friend popup online, I dare not even to write to him because I definitely know that I will have problems not to smile!!!!!

What a hell of a life if I cannot smile anymore!!!

Please guys, help me out! This is a huge problem…

hmm hm … yeah, as you can see, I have been on the net lately.
And this is about all I’ve found…

Today at lunch time, I met my dancing teacher.
I used to take dancing class by january or something like that for about three months with the last batch of students. Unfortunately, when they graduated, they all left and the dancing class stopped. I also got so busy anyway that it was difficult for me to attend …

But then, one month ago or so, I met her and she informed me that the class did start again and that I was very welcome to join again. I was very happy and willingfull but then I never went… Got busy with I don’t know what again.

So today, I told her that perhaps I should stop to tell her that I will join because I never find the time! But then I felt so down… My mood totally dropped…
So I sent her sms to tell her that I would join after all! I went there and it was so good! She was also so grateful that I finally came. She doesnt have to! After all she gives the tuition for free which is very generous of her!

And one other good point is that…. Most participants are girls! Last time we have only one girl for four or five guys. This time at least 3 girls for me alone… I have heard that there is another guy dancing but he didnt show up this time!

The most exciting part is that those girls are those who did the demonstration at the APIIT year end celebration. They are very lovely! And so gracious in their dancing…

So I promised myself to always keep my wednesday evening free for those lady!