frederic

This thursday, I left the office around 5pm like usual and head back home straight away though rain started to fall! Once I reached home, I found myself totally soacked as if I had jumped into a lake!
That was no real big deal, I stripped off, launched some music and layed down…
I put on the music that a friend gave me when I was studying in Finland. She actually is my very good friend and we sometime spent some time listening to music together…. So after I layed and listened, it is like my mind was totally flying away! taken away by memories … This was such a subtile feeling that to be listening to music with her and feel like our hearts and minds were unified together in one …. God only knows how much I miss those moments… Because for me music is so important! It happens to me, actually quite often, just simply to lay down or only sit there and listen to music doing nothing. I like to listen to the melody, the lyrics. Especially to french lyrics where meanings are flowing like a snaky river

Unfortunately I havent found any ‘music mate’ so far… And also I am more busy that I used to be!
In fact, this is not the only reason but there would be too much to write and not enough time to explain the ‘why of the how’! Some other time perhaps you will have the chance to know more about it… I have been to Malaysia for one year now and I have learned quite a lot about the malaysian culture and society… there will be much to write about that as well Damn, you could not imagine how mych I miss my canadian flatmate Don… We both like to talk so much … And also dring wine!!! ah ah … I like to hug Don. He’s a little bit fat and it is like a big teddy bear! So sweet! Anyway those time as far behind already! Time is running… My friends are rarefying… Actually not really I’ve got some great friends where ever I have been! But this feeling that they are getting so far away is sometimes quite hard! Don in Canada, Liya in Finland, my french friends who already forgot where I am actually staying, those spanish, italian, german fellows who don’t remember neither. It is like a river drying up with time! … I am quite homesick lately … For 2 consecutive nights, I have been dreaming of my family and friends … bad sign and also I slept so badely! Last afternoon I even fell unconsious on my bed while I was listening to music … I call it “fell unconscious” because I would never call it sleeping, it is like a dream that someone forced me to have at a very unsuitable time! Therefore I felt like I was fighting the whole duration of the dream in order to wake up! Impossible! … So strange right!

Damn, I should be working, already : 10:30 and I only had been writing this post. I hope you’ll be able to read, it is really fresh out of my mind without any more reflection… Take care!